i really regret of not goin to the class outing.
i didnt know that the thing that im expecting to be serious is actually juz a 'sit there and watch'
he juz came in and dance in the dance floor.
ok... like the teaching the dance part... at least we hav something to put in.
but suddenly... i dont want to say....
sooo... i juz dance there and after the dance, nothing to do now.

tis is the reason y i didnt go for the outing.
i thought that we are goin to confirm something.
but then, i dont know lah.
hmph....

its hard to make my own decision.
might not know if the decision will be ok or not.
i nid to SACRIFICE something.

sooo juz nw i wasted all the fun that im goin to get during the outing. wif my classmates and teachers of the class. the games that we are goin to hav and especially swimming in the water. but if only it was serious, im ok wif it. at least i did something more. but im feeling something tat i dont wanna feel again the next time. i mean really... i dont want this to happen.