i know that i hurt you
the reason y i told u this... cause i dont want u to feel more heart-broken once u find out about it by yourself.
im juz telling u the truth... wad im feeling now.
im not blaming anyone.
im juz expressing my feelings and i know that its really difficult to accept.
i dont want to keep this inside me forever.
not telling you will make me think.... WAD KIND OF B AM I?
i dont want to happen like those couples that were hurt due to the problems, like... not telling truths and keeping secrets inside and wat they are doin behind their backs.

im not doin tis on purpose or askin for a break.
i did this cause i LUV YOU... i care about you.
and i dont want to hurt ur feelings.
remember the note that i gav you.
those are the promises that i kept inside for u
and will never break those promise.
hoping that you will understand.

i dont want to see u upset.
i juz want to see u happy ALWAYS!
those bright smiles that i always see wenever we see each other.
those sparkly eyes that shone through my eyes.

now, im juz waiting for ur forgiveness...
i was emotionally crying after the call
i understand wad u r feeling now.
sooo... now
im ready to accept ur decisions.
wadever u decide, i accept!
but still inside me, u r special!
and as long as u r happy, im happy too
for me... all that matters is wads in the inside, not the outside.
im not a type of guy that will hurt people violently and emotionally,
and i always follow my heart.... wad it tells me to do in the good ways and make people to be happy.
accepting peoples comments and decisions that they hav made.
i will stay strong for u

WADEVER IT IS, THOSE MEMORIES WILL STAY IN ME FOREVER!

IM REALLY SRY B!